I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

I think I've reached my limit. I've stopped caring about others. It's oddly liberating. I've given too much to others and not taken enough for myself. And I suppose it stems from my severe abandonment issues. I think I've been trying so hard to hold on to everyone by doing what I can to make them happy. But all it's done is make me miserable. So I'm just gonna take from now on. Well, at least not give as much anyway.

I know I've probably told this to myself plenty of times... but this time, it feels different. I feel like something inside me has just curled up and died... that something used to give a shit. I hope it never comes back.