I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

I wonder where my journey is going to take me next. It's fascinating to me for so many different reasons. My understanding of how time works and what time is has been a huge game changer for me, and I can actually see how my life is unfolding and expanding in the now, but not in an A-B-C, moment-by-moment sequence...

I just can't explain any of this using language. I know what I mean, but no matter how hard I try I can't seem to pin it down in words without it sounding like pretentious new age woo woo.

Time is a structure. And within this structure are an infinitude of different perspectives within your consciousness; all of them exist simultaneously with each other, all of them exist right now, and all of them have their own personal identity, history, and future relative to each other.

I wish I had somebody to talk to about this stuff because it's absolutely fascinating beyond belief when you understand it.

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I'm enjoying my new style of writing; I basically just keep on writing whatever I can about whatever comes up, and I no longer care at all if anybody reads it or understands it. I'm literally just using this as a means of externalising my own mind, and to give certain thoughts and insights a visual counterpart - so I can see what it is I've been contemplating or feeling.

Dance as though nobody is watching. Write as though nobody will ever read it...