I Have Something to Say
Overwhelmed by grief.. bitterness.. and a darkening sense of lonliness.
I really really don't know why I think these things. But, they all can rest easy if I leave right now.
She found someone else. So I don't need to stick around any more. And the last flame has been blown out; your last wish.. shall be granted.
There is nobody else out there for me. Not because they aren't compatible with me, nor because they won't love, but because your dying breath breathed life into the chains that bind me to that vow. But in keeping that vow from now.. a life without her.. without you. Holds no meaning. Nothing. I feel empty now. And nothing can re-light this candle.
I have so many accomplices.. but so few friends. And noone that I could trust to even begin to comprehend me.
If you're going to send comments telling me to grow up or kill myself or its not the end of the world.. I've heard them all millions of times. Don't waste your time any more than you have wasted reading all of my trash.
I really really don't know why I think these things. But, they all can rest easy if I leave right now.
She found someone else. So I don't need to stick around any more. And the last flame has been blown out; your last wish.. shall be granted.
There is nobody else out there for me. Not because they aren't compatible with me, nor because they won't love, but because your dying breath breathed life into the chains that bind me to that vow. But in keeping that vow from now.. a life without her.. without you. Holds no meaning. Nothing. I feel empty now. And nothing can re-light this candle.
I have so many accomplices.. but so few friends. And noone that I could trust to even begin to comprehend me.
If you're going to send comments telling me to grow up or kill myself or its not the end of the world.. I've heard them all millions of times. Don't waste your time any more than you have wasted reading all of my trash.
