I Have Something to Say

And this is not your thing, and you probably don't care about it, but I gonna tell anyway. So, here go.

What I need to is that I'm a distant people. I always been. Introvert and distant. Today I am okay with it, vut before, I wasn't able to manage my feelings. So I tried to reach the other people. I tried everything. Most of the it's was not worth the shot. The laugh of me, they playing with, and they faking with. However I be able to discover some great new pals. But even if I be able to make some friendships, I still got lonely and I wasn't understanding why. And to be honest, I still don't understand. Human relationships are complicated. We are so trapped in us and in your inner, that we can't reach the other 100%. But we still needed be with them to survive. But they are so trapped in their inner worlds, that they can't be able to reach us too. And because of this, sometimes we hurt each other to protect yourselves of dangerous of the other. This is soo freaking confusing.

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ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

@Arthur14: @Arthur14: the problem is I would rather remain unknown rather than discovered. I often demand for physical privacy. Often during nights I would cry myself to sleep several nights in a row for 3 months for a guy it's embracing and no one want to know that between my family that distant arrouses faer just the lack of communication. I like being distant but at the same time it could be ver painful if my distance is destructed I would probably get very aggressive

morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

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Arthur14 · 26-30, M

I like to be distant. Funny thing, I love when I can be alone. The people are, in mostly time, annoying. Also, it's drain such of my energy when get so much time doing all the social things, so I always ended alone no matter what. I a really like it. But, for me, feeling alone it's a different thing. When you are alone, you feel the peace, but when you feeling alone, you feel like you need someone else. It's that make any sense at all?

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

@Arthur14: I feel you I get that way sometimes when there's too much going on I hate. Feeling being tied down when I'm too lonely I go physco

morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

i've been diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder, and you guys remind me a lot of the things that got me that diagnose. google it

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

@morbidraccoon: that is a very interesting way to describe it I actually heard it before

Arthur14 · 26-30, M

Well, I dunno about me. I not gonna lie, I see a lot of me in some of things, but other things just don't fit with me. I could be wrong though

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

@Arthur14: I feel you, I always thought I was a kind of those person with personal like. When I met my best friend I realized she's even more introverted than I am I thought I was the most introverted distant guy

morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

@Arthur14: i thought the same thing a the time

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

My friend is so distant and introverted I would get annoyed of it

Arthur14 · 26-30, M

You know, my parents used to think that I have asperger syndrome in the past. They even took me to the psychologist for a while. His diagnosis was that I don't have asperger. I don't know if it is could be related or something. I can be talking bullshit though

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

@Arthur14: that could be masTaken for aspergers, my best friend is more introverted than me he's 20 he's the quietest guy ever known he never talks to anyone he is normal

morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

when i was a little kid a lot of people thought i was autistic. i see similarities here!

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

@but being introverted doesn't mean one is autistic there's many kinds of introvert

morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

yes, but we seem the same "kind of introverts", thats what i meant

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 22-25, M

@morbidraccoon: exactly people can't really tell the difference between autistic introverts and regular introverts

Arthur14 · 26-30, M

Yeah, my parents noticed that I not like the others. They took 17 years to notice something that I knew my entire life. Them, they asked me to go visit the psychology, and the rest, you know... It's history