I Have Something to Say

And this is not your thing, and you probably don't care about it, but I gonna tell anyway. So, here go.

What I need to is that I'm a distant people. I always been. Introvert and distant. Today I am okay with it, vut before, I wasn't able to manage my feelings. So I tried to reach the other people. I tried everything. Most of the it's was not worth the shot. The laugh of me, they playing with, and they faking with. However I be able to discover some great new pals. But even if I be able to make some friendships, I still got lonely and I wasn't understanding why. And to be honest, I still don't understand. Human relationships are complicated. We are so trapped in us and in your inner, that we can't reach the other 100%. But we still needed be with them to survive. But they are so trapped in their inner worlds, that they can't be able to reach us too. And because of this, sometimes we hurt each other to protect yourselves of dangerous of the other. This is soo freaking confusing.

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ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 26-30, M

@Arthur14: @Arthur14: the problem is I would rather remain unknown rather than discovered. I often demand for physical privacy. Often during nights I would cry myself to sleep several nights in a row for 3 months for a guy it's embracing and no one want to know that between my family that distant arrouses faer just the lack of communication. I like being distant but at the same time it could be ver painful if my distance is destructed I would probably get very aggressive

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morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

yes, but we seem the same "kind of introverts", thats what i meant

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 26-30, M

@morbidraccoon: exactly people can't really tell the difference between autistic introverts and regular introverts

Arthur14 · 26-30, M

Yeah, my parents noticed that I not like the others. They took 17 years to notice something that I knew my entire life. Them, they asked me to go visit the psychology, and the rest, you know... It's history

morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

>Human relationships are complicated.
this is so true and at the same time so worng. human relationships are unbelieveably simple, but we all get complicated about it. i think that your complication is because you are hoping and trying to get "reached" and understood. just give it up, and things will get easier

Arthur14 · 26-30, M

A lot of thing in life is unbelievable simple and difficult at the same. Like you said, my problem is that I'm trying to reach a deeply connection with the other. I dunno if that is possible. It's sad though

morbidraccoon · 31-35, M

exactly, you don't know if that's going to happen or not. you just cannot know, so it's better not to look forward to it, for an awful lot of reasons. the deepest connections i ever had with people ended the worst way possible. i wished for a long time that i didn't have any in the first place. you know... life changes so much... don't hesitate to pm me whenever you need to talk personal stuff pal, i really know what you're going through (more or less)

Arthur14 · 26-30, M

@morbidraccoon: thanks buddy. I really appreciate it

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 26-30, M

Plot twist no one understands you after all you start a revolution

ISMELLPROTEINPOWDER · 26-30, M

Even worse I'm socially distant from my family, socially as I get older my privacy grows it raises concerns

Arthur14 · 26-30, M

So you decide to get distance from other people. I couldn't blame you, if so

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