Why couldn't i have won the lotto

Why wasn't i born rich/wealthy...
Why couldn't i have won the viganal lotto and struck gold at birth?!
🤨
Don't tell me about God's plan and some shit about him trying to make me stronger...
I am strong enough...
I wanna know if money can't buy happiness....
I'm not happy now...
may as well have the money 😅🤣😅😅🤣😅