I'm a self loathing southerner.

I hate being southern, and I hate my accent and ashamed of being from the south that it makes me feel suicidal and don't wanna live anymore, people say i'm trolling but I'm being serious. According to everyone else, I'm just a worthless dumb hillbilly.

Being southern is nature's curse and a mistake, every time I travel to another state, I talk very slow and quietly so people don't recognize what state i'm from, I'm from Alabama and I'm ashamed of it, when someone asks where I'm from, I get tears in my eyes and cry, I'm ashamed of my Appalachian roots and southern roots when I look in the mirror and see my high cheekbones I see a hillbilly mountain person face and a redneck face. Just venting and getting this out of my chest.