I do have feelings, I actually care more deeply than people may realise. What I mean is? I don't get all emotional, I second guess my approach. Anxiety could possibly be what drains the expressions from me? And then what is left is someone leaving others second guessing their approach...And thats a tricky situation 🤔
One thing I have more of really, is Empathy. And I was talking about how it could eventually lead to others walking all over you. There needs to be a restraint. But being sensitive to many things, it's why I prefer personal time.
I spoke about how the HSP ( Highly Sensitive Person) can detect mood changes, sense someone's discomfort, sense peoples ambitions...almost like you can predict what's going to happen next. But there's strong feelings for many things. I went on holiday to a Scottish Island on my own a couple of days ago..And it was beautiful as people do see..I was looking at it from a tourist point of view..the behaviours of people, as I passed by to my hotel....it seemed materialistic, like they are all battling out for the best and biggest land, big modern houses, balconies, expensive cars,...I just wondered what the future would be like, if more tourists travelled on, if it became more commercial?...They'd still be fighting for the best views, the biggest property...the islands friendly culture, not the same as it used to be, as massive fences border their land with electric gates...I also thought of it from an environmental point of view, more housing, more cars....and I sat down by the sea, and wondered about how people behave, how ofcourse they want whats best, not exactly what they need...but also how they behave towards eachother....because I work on a customer service desk....and see all types of people,....but I think deeply about lives based on behaviour, or action...peoples intentions..I sometimes put myself in others shoes...but im constantly analysing...its not always a bad thing, it can make you detail oriented...but with all this around you, it can slow you down in social interactions, because you're detecting things from all around you x
