i wish i could tell someone the whole story of why i am the way i am.

You are past that. You need not ever explain yourself. You are great and "enough", as you are. You don't need to apologize, nor do you need anyone's permission or approval, to be that. However, if you are unhappy with who you are, create what you would like in your life.

You could but you don’t really have to explain yourself to anybody

You don’t owe anyone an explanation xx

Everything you are is based off the experiences you have and the choices you make. Everyone in your environment shapes how you grow. Your thoughts become your words, your words become your actions and your actions create habbits. Ask yourself: Who do you want to be? What do you want to create for yourself? And become that.

We all have our reasons. As long as you understand. That's the most important thing.

You can message me if you want.

I think...never mind.

i have wished that in the past. but then i realized no one is meant to understand me, i am meant to understand others.