Getting tougher

Today/tonight has been a real bad one for me. I honestly don’t know why I’m doing so poorly, my strength was so strong for my husband... but left to just me.... nope.

I feel like I’m skidding towards death and I’m just leaning into it.

But I know SW isn’t about this stuff, no one needs to hear it.

So this will likely be my last post. I have nothing to say, I don’t matter anymore, at least not at the present.

Hugs