I Have Something to Say
THE REASON WHY I DON’T TALK TO MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!
They are some of the most negative people I have ever met.. My grandmother every time she comes over is always on my back, criticizing everything about me... It’s always a fight with her because she swears I’m too skinny, or that I don’t eat, and she’s even gone to saying “no one will ever love you with that body.”
Knowing that I am a recovering anorexic.
And I have told her how insecure I already am, and today she called, and I guess the camera angle was a bit off while face timing, and she says “You look fatter, did you gain weight?”
I literally had a breakdown in my room. I ended up hanging up on her. And I can officially say that was that was the last straw that made me snap. I have talked to my parents twice since I was 16 years old.
I have no connection whatsoever with my siblings. My grandmother was one of the two people in my entire family that I talked to, and I’m starting to give up on her too..
You know, it’s not that fucking hard to not comment on others fucking body!!!!
I just needed to rant, today was not a good day.. And I feel miserable
They are some of the most negative people I have ever met.. My grandmother every time she comes over is always on my back, criticizing everything about me... It’s always a fight with her because she swears I’m too skinny, or that I don’t eat, and she’s even gone to saying “no one will ever love you with that body.”
Knowing that I am a recovering anorexic.
And I have told her how insecure I already am, and today she called, and I guess the camera angle was a bit off while face timing, and she says “You look fatter, did you gain weight?”
I literally had a breakdown in my room. I ended up hanging up on her. And I can officially say that was that was the last straw that made me snap. I have talked to my parents twice since I was 16 years old.
I have no connection whatsoever with my siblings. My grandmother was one of the two people in my entire family that I talked to, and I’m starting to give up on her too..
You know, it’s not that fucking hard to not comment on others fucking body!!!!
I just needed to rant, today was not a good day.. And I feel miserable
