It's crazy how delusional I was. I really liked people and trusted them but they were shit.

I did recently make a friend. She's amazing, also a witch and a tomboy. We laugh A LOT 😂

But I think maybe I'm not the greatest judge of character. I sure as hell can't pick good men. Unless one finds me I don't know if I'll trust myself.

Or maybe this is just the wisdom of years and mistakes made in the pursuit of something valid. Perhaps going forward I will be much more discerning.

It all deserves a rest right now though. So tired of how dumb I've been.