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CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
It's complicated. Sometimes I feel like this is my home and sometimes I just want to pack stuff and leave far away, somewhere with different climate, different culture and architecture, leaving majority of my stuff behind and start anew. I feel like that is the only way I could figure out what I really want in life. In a way, I feel dragged down by all the things from the past and they don't let me grow and change. One thing I know for sure is that I hate the apartment I live in in the state it is now. It needs to be completely rebuilt.