To those who have experienced coercive control and manipulation...

Yes all of the above, confusion, anxiety, constantly felt I needed to 'walk on eggshells', nausea, tension, over reactive responses to physical touch...
I came to question my own judgement on nearly everything. A lot of negative somatic effect on my body I'm still trying to recognize and work through years later, my body is pretty much permanently tense. Even after a professional massage.

I had nausea, anxiety, immense fear, heightened sense of awareness and hearing too; on alert 24/7 Shaking 24/7, fear of everything. Fear of coming home. Fear of sleeping. No ability to relax my thoughts and feelings.

Even though I haven’t had any of it happen in a very long time, I still get one particularly trigger that brings it all back. It’s a particular genre of music as soon as I hear it. It all comes back

Yes! Very anxious and confused, because I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. My body let me know this wasn’t right and I would have unexplained anger, again my body and soul knew it wasn’t right. It was so undercurrent and he made me look like the crazy one.

Only attempted, but yes...anxiety that people were watching me and that I would have disapprovement from my then boyfriend.

Physically? I recall headaches and stomach aches. Friends said, in some way, that I was 'smaller', whatever that meant.

I had moments of severe panic, not knowing how he'd react over stupid silly things. Wondering how i was going to be made to feel all the blame, in a sense punished for every little thing, when majority of the time wasn't even me or anything under my control.

When i felt anxious and never happy anymore. No joy. That's when I knew had to break free.

Yes. Like panic attack symptoms, severe

I over-ate and severely depressed. Anxiety goes hand in hand with all that.

It’s normal feelings. 😔

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