I Have a Question

Not knowing where my energy goes when I die because it can't be destroyed, it must transfer somewhere.

Thinking about how things could have been different if only I'd done this or that instead. It's senseless because re-writing the script in my head won't actually change anything. Still, I keep doing it.

Acidic I think you'll find 😒

That I made the wrong choice and the ramifications are worse than the ones I was trying to avoid when I made it.

@aidolove yeah I do had adhd but sometimes I worry it's something more serious. But I'm sure it's not. Just my overactive adhd brain 😜

That i may have hurt a person i loved at one time. I'm pretty sure this will always bother me. I mean, i gave warnings but he didn't believe me i guess.

Huge masses of plastic in the ocean.

No, i had to cut him out of my life. It was a very toxic relationship. There's not anyway to do so without inviting the toxicity back in.

I'm at the place where I'm hoping he just goes on with his life and finds happiness. I just want to be too.

ArtDecade - good. We all need to do our bit and not enough of us do.

JustNik - I guess we make the best of our choices.

Originalme - lol. I love those kind of documentaries and movies too. :D

Tenente- we can all make our lives count. :)

I make decisions daily based on it. *nod

Mmm... Now isn't that the mystery..

Voice - what would make you happy?

ArtDecade - that bothers me a lot too.

That I will never be happy.

I always worry that I have Parkinson's disease.

Haha well these past few weeks an idea of us living in the Matrix has been hunting my dreams and my real life as well.I guess I should stop watching crazy documentaries now.. :D

"what if"

Nothing much..

Lol Night- play nice.

Self defence

Rutterman - I understand. I do it too sometimes, what a self torture. :)

Callme - have you tried to apologise? Although this doesn't stop from feeling guilty but still...

@aidolove because I'm stupidly forgetful and inattentive. Like today I put food in the ovan then remembered about it 45 mins later while I was at the park with my dog!! It's funny in hindsight but my stupidity scares me.

Callme - that's the best you can wish for.

Callme - fair enough.

Voice - I suppose it is. :)

A7 - why?

Epic - that is so stress free, lol.

Yeah A7. Gotcha. :)

Lemony why would you hurt people on purpose?

A7 - that's not stupidity. And if it happens often, then maybe you want to speak to someone? It could just be some kind of attention deficit but at least you'd be at ease knowing.

All the times I've hurt people on purpose

is my life worth living

@nevermore so meta