I Have a Question

I often wonder why I'm so depressed and anxious. Is it the life I lead?, I don't drink and I don't smoke and to be quite honest I don't even want to. I don't have friends anymore, and even the very few I do don't even make the effort with me, even though I try my best. It's easy to tell a person how much you care about them over social media but do they really?. I've lost my college place and everything seems to be going horribly wrong for me. I'm a good person, and I don't feel that I deserve all this. I just feel so alone.

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twistermind · 51-55, F

Did you feel always like that?

missialeri98 · 26-30, F

Well...

twistermind · 51-55, F

@missialeri98: well, what?

missialeri98 · 26-30, F

Yes.

twistermind · 51-55, F

@missialeri98: I felt like you at your age. It sometimes due partly to your own character and partly to something that you need to solve.
I made the worst choice at 17, I isolated myself for years.
You have all the best qualities in my opinion, you said you are a good person so don't let the world misses the opportunity to have you.
Find your way, your own interests. The things you enjoy. No matter if they are different to the ones your peers usually do.
You will find people who have common things with you.
Talk with your school counselor. Many times, talking with a person about the topic can turn a light on.