I Have a Question

How would you feel if you aren’t the Boyfriend or Husband Material for or to her? I recently had to be honest and tell a Friend of mine that I’m not really interested in having a relationship or even being married to some one of it even comes to that. I have always felt this for years and even I know that I always say that I’m ready but I’m really not. I explained it well enough for her to understand but now ever since then things have definitely been different between us as Friends. Maybe I’m just not cut out for it at all.