I Have a Question For Married Men

Thank you ..Right now i am still so angry . See we made a deal with each other to always be bff always .I cant go back to being friends with him ,it's physical or nothing .No in between for this lady .I am in love with him and this hurts like hell.If he cant give a little more time then ,i am good with no time . I guess I don't and didn't mean anything to him at all.