Do ya feel real?

I don't. It's like I can sometimes see through reality, and the past, present and future exist all at once. The universe is an interesting place, y'all! So I figure there is a 50/50 shot that either I can, or I'm just nuts.

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JustNik · 51-55, F

I feel real but inconsequential. My presence matters to few, my absence would probably be more of a positive than a negative. I’m simply trying to enjoy the space I occupy and not leave too big of a stain.

TheLordOfHell · 41-45

@JustNik I'm sure there are people in your life who enjoy your company and are happy you are a part of their world

JustNik · 51-55, F

@TheLordOfHell oh yes, a few. I’m lucky to have them and not discounting that in my personal experience at all… Just that one has to acknowledge that it’s a drop in the ocean really, and my place in the big scheme is more like a random period at the end of a sentence in the dictionary. 😅

TheLordOfHell · 41-45

@JustNik Yeah i get that

Nebula · 41-45, F

All the time or sometimes?

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TheLordOfHell · 41-45

@Nebula I got the very distinct notion that humans were not meant to go that far. Like there were 2 forces at work that day. One trying to pull me on and fill my head with uderstanding, and another force was telling me that I was not ready, that I would never be ready in this life. My brain had not evolved enough to take in all that information