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I am so conflicted. And getting to be quite anxious, even scared, about going back to school. Today being August 1st, I now only have 28 days not including tomorrow at work. Then I go back. I was just so sad all day. Everyone is so lovely- they kept asking if I was alright, what was wrong. I assured them nothing made a joke haha, but my buddy there out back after closing asked if I'm upset about leaving. By golly man I almost cry everyday, I'm going to cry when I leave. There are no words for the sorrow, and for the guilt. I cannot wait until next Summer. There might even be a wedding because all week my boss has been singing the song from the beginning of Shrek 2, about being in love. And saying he's in love. I had a good idea, but I had finally asked him on Sunday who it was and he said it's the waitress who is so nice and she's beautiful and I knew and golly is it just wonderful. I saw her going into his office after we closed with his cranberry vodka-whatever and a glass of red wine for herself and I just wanted to take a picture. They are lovely. He told me they are going to be together, she is still married. I decided a few weeks ago that I have no idea what her husband or household is like therefore I have no room to judge her, apart from my boss thinking she is wonderful and his children love her, too, so she's free of guilt as far as I'm concerned. I hope she does leave her husband, I hope when she finally does it she does it because my boss is in love and he is a good person.