What is it about SW? [I Am Amused By Human Behavior]

I just came to check on you, so most importantly, why haven't you been here in weeks?😳☹️ I haven't been around as much lately & I apologize, sweet sister.

Like I always tell my friends, I'll return in a matter of weeks or months, so never freak out. I mostly miss the intellectual posts, and the environment isn't one I can truly thrive in like before. Questions, silly questions..I want content and substance, but know those days are over.

I've experienced everything imaginable here, and it's all made me stronger. I know I'm a broken record with the silver linings speech. Something good always follows the bad. You know my stories; old & recent, knowing my love/hate relationship with this place. Fuck the broken hearted stuff, it was never love, nor did I ever leave over it either. The fading friendships hurt more; ones you never thought would dump you by not engaging in sex chats later on in the mix. It's bullshit so many are worried about.🙄

But that one who walked in & said, I'm not here to talk sex with you, just interested in you, changed my [b]trust in humanity here[/b]. Not that I didn't have other guy friends do the same, but....(ya know, and know I swore to death..NEVER)
And void of his presence here, I'll always remain because I see the value here more; all of my true friends, just like you shine even brighter because he [b]renewed[/b] that gleam of trust. I was missing [b]TRUST[/b]. Who knows what will happen there, but I had no expectations, nor was looking to begin with, but I'm confident we'll remain best friends with feels...

BUT.....

You guys need me, as I need you guys...my tiny little circle is so grand. I can't promise that I won't take lengthy breaks though. I don’t care what anyone thinks of this place, but the constant need for social media is not healthy. Some people stay here all day like it's therapy. Maybe it is, but I have to find balance and center myself too much, or else I lose myself.


I love you & hope to see you soon. You're forever in my thoughts, sweetheart. I know you face all too much.❤😘🤗