Update on the med

Update: I didn’t notice anything at all from the clonazepam. I read that you have to wait at least nine days after stopping it before it’s safe to drink otherwise you can easily overdose. So I feel like I don’t even have that crutch where I can sneak out and drink because I could die. I wish when I was drunk that I was able to keep it to myself, but I told my caseworker and I told my family and for a while my mom was letting me drink again, but then my caseworker chewed her out and she’s back to saying no. I hate that this is my life. I don’t feel like a functioning adult and I feel like from the eight meds I’m on I’ve gotten worse more depressed more anxious more crazy. I’m really really feeling so hopeless.