Moving and cravings

I have so much shit that I somehow got to fit into the next house and I’m really concerned that I’m not going to have the space that I need. It’s very slim pickings around here. i’m trying to get the energy up to go through my stuff and just throw a bunch of it out but I’m so tired every day.

I’m also really tired of craving alcohol. My psychiatrist put me on a new medication that’s supposed to be strong and addictive, but my insurance is fighting it right now so like I have to prove that I really need it and it’s just taking forever and I really am struggling with cravings. I basically have nothing.

I was able to convince my mom to let me drink for a while, but once my caseworker found out, she chewed out my mom and now she won’t let me drink