This is a new feeling for me

I've hyperfixated on musicians, actors, movies, characters, topics etc in the past, but not been truly passionate about it. As in I live and breathe the topic of my hyperfixation and I've wanted to learn as much as possible about it, but it hasn't really been something I felt passionate about (except Elvis Presley and Barbossa)

For the longest time I've been kind of worried because I haven't been passionate about anything. Nothing has truly brought joy to my life every time I've thought about it.

Idk if I'm making any sense. Sorry.

But now, not only does André Rieu and his orchestra bring me unfathomable joy, I'm on the verge of tears at the thought of my plans to see him live next year possibly not happening 🥺