I miss my brother. It sucks being so far away. I want to get my life together so I can move to where he is. I don’t want to lay anything heavy on him so I don’t tell him these things. I’m just very alone.
There's a song called "He ain't heavy he's my brother", it may be true of yours that he'd be there for you, and would not be seen as a burden. If he desires the best for you he would at least.