I sure miss how my body use to work

With speed. Multitasking. Almost feels like I have 4 or 8 arms that I can do everything at once.

Now I move like I'm old and I have to hold my breath and breathe out whenever I bend over to pick up something. I hate this...but I will continue to pray to be back like my youth again. I still have faith even if God doesn't answer in my time.


I struggle with my chest problems, but I am not giving up even I don't feel the same like my active personality.

I've damaged it with so much anger throughout my life ever since.