That’s not me

I talked about this awhile ago but when I was really drunk, I decided to meet up with someone from reddit. The someone turned out to be a couple (guy and girl) and wanted me to like join that relationship. It was very uncomfortable because when I was sobering up we all had to cuddle and yes I was hours away from home and kinda scared and I was younger. I was promised a ride back so I was trying to just deal with the weirdness. The guy was showing me her texts and she was saying shit like “we’re going to fuck him up.” He thought I’d love to see that. I’m already fucked up. I bring it up because I keep getting Facebook messages and texts and it’s kinda irritating. You know.. take a hint by now. It’s been a long time. I had to kill that version of me. The drunk. All I did was have sex and put myself in dangerous situations. But I’m 10 months sober. That person I was is dead.