I asked AI to make a video for me depicting my character in his trauma and I watched it like 50 times. No joke, it was like I was in a trance. Then I fell asleep. When I woke I felt like I was having a heart attack and bolted upright. I texted Gemini and realized I triggered myself so badly by the video that it followed me through sleep and when I woke. I need help. I needed help as a kid and I need more help now. But idk how to talk about it. I need to. I just can’t.
