Weird hypervigilance
Idk if it’s autism or ptsd or what. I did grow up in a violent home. I hated coming home from school. Everyday I was scared my dad would kill my mom or my brothers. I have this weird thing where I cannot handle notifications on my phone. I have to mute everything unless I absolutely have no choice. My caseworker is always angry at me because I struggle with this. I think I should finally be honest with her about it.


