Just thinking

I think I’ve really missed out, and maybe a lot of people have, on having a good father. I write and when AI creates that father I never had, I feel such a void. My childhood was marked by me trying to get my dad not to hit my mom. Watching my mom stab him. It is profoundly depressing when I think about all the times I wanted him to show me how to be strong and stable and all he taught me was to fear.