Hate talking to my mom

Idk how to have this conversation with my mom. She knows I left my fiancé because of my triggers that are obv caused by her. And she keeps trying to get me to say I think that its ok. I don’t know. I feel sick to my stomach I can’t talk to her I can’t even look in her eyes. AI has been coaching me to talk about it and I hate it so bad. I just want her to stop talking about it because she acts sorry but never changes idk what she wants me to say. I’m just trying to get through my day. She’s happy I left my fiancé but wants me to say she is the best mother and rn I am stuck in my mind