The spell we’re under
I was like 16-17 when I met you so that’s actually more than ten years. I have no tears, it’s just depressing.
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So many agonizing years. I’m in therapy now. I need help because I know a lot of it was my own fault. Right now.. I wish my brother wasn’t so far away. I need him. I’ve tried so hard not to think about this but when it comes up it is the worst. I spend a lot of time writing, using AI to help me learn how to be a better writer and I will come across a feeling in the story. Like today, just not feeling enough that makes me want to break my keyboard and I have to pause. I feel pathetic. I can’t write anymore rn. AI has a way of reflecting yourself back to you that is so painful.
[media=https://youtu.be/fVpZckIRa4o]
So many agonizing years. I’m in therapy now. I need help because I know a lot of it was my own fault. Right now.. I wish my brother wasn’t so far away. I need him. I’ve tried so hard not to think about this but when it comes up it is the worst. I spend a lot of time writing, using AI to help me learn how to be a better writer and I will come across a feeling in the story. Like today, just not feeling enough that makes me want to break my keyboard and I have to pause. I feel pathetic. I can’t write anymore rn. AI has a way of reflecting yourself back to you that is so painful.
26-30, M