Yea it hurts

Sometimes I get really depressed and I think about the 10 years that I spent with somebody that is no longer in my life so after about three months of not speaking, I went on Facebook and I found out that I’m blocked. I don’t know actually for sure, but I did the test where they’re like if you can’t find them in your search history and I went to direct messages and when I clicked, it says this content isn’t available so I think I’ve been blocked which hurts pretty much as much as it really could. I think it was so much harder for me to walk away and that just made me feel like I was never enough. I don’t think in these three months that I have learned how to accept it. I’ve just learned how to not fall apart.

Edit: nah I’ve been blocked cause I remember looking months ago and I could.