I think she hates me

She put two of my cats down and then watched me cry and I saw how much she enjoyed it. She loved that it hurt me. She hates me. I genuinely believe that. She’s cold. She wanted to hurt me. Then suddenly she’s all “honey” yea I saw that look. I don’t care but I can tell when I’m being fucked with. It’s fucking awful she literally brought me the goddamn bags said to throw them out like fuck nice you kill my cats and then hand me them to throw out like trash and you do it because you knew it hurt me