i know i have been joking all night and stuff but, serious question

have any of you grown up in homes so fcked up that you crave getting bodily beaten? i know i sound CRAZY saying that, but my body like..remembers the chaos, and i crave it 😪

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I have closed my eyes and pictured myself breaking everything in a room from shear frustration and turmoil but I never do and I've never felt like someone needed to physically hurt me. Psychology does enough on its own.