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i know i have been joking all night and stuff but, serious question

have any of you grown up in homes so fcked up that you crave getting bodily beaten? i know i sound CRAZY saying that, but my body like..remembers the chaos, and i crave it 😪
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iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
I grew up in a fucked up hone. My mom would beat me, I was sexually abused (not by my parents). I don’t crave that though.

I am sorry you feel that way 💗
foldedunfolding · 41-45, F
@iamonfire696 i know you have been through so much, and have been so brave. i am so proud of the path you chose to take instead, and how you will go to the ends of the earth to protect others. i want to be clear that i dont crave THEM or THAT home ever again. more like a controlled burn?? like..fire in one area that cant get to others..being like manhandled and very roughly and not always pleasantly, and yeah..punched and stuff. im fucked.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@foldedunfolding When you explain it that way it makes more sense to me and I am so sorry with everything you went through growing up.

I hate how you were hurt and you’re so protective of your friends and to the detriment of yourself 💗. You’re a good person.

I don’t like to see you hurting so when I see people here being mean to you and others I will call them on it. You’ve been hurt and you don’t go around hurting others.
foldedunfolding · 41-45, F
@iamonfire696 aww thank you beautiful..i think we took the right fork in the road ♡♡
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@foldedunfolding I think so too 💗
foldedunfolding · 41-45, F
@iamonfire696 my counselor wants me to write down my emotions a bit for next time..what happened, how i reacted. i already have anger and fear over my mom this morning. hoping this helps, talking about it. i do not miss my mother at all.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@foldedunfolding I think it could be helpful. I have done the same and it’s helpful to get it out by writing it down.
foldedunfolding · 41-45, F
@iamonfire696 it's like unpacking after a move..you cant believe just how much fit into those boxes..i cant believe how long my notes were this morning.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@foldedunfolding yes it is exactly like that. I really hope it helps.
foldedunfolding · 41-45, F
@iamonfire696 i feel like Mary Poppins, pulling a lamp from my purse, ha. thanks for being there..hope you have a blessed day
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@foldedunfolding You too Beautiful 💐