i know i have been joking all night and stuff but, serious question

have any of you grown up in homes so fcked up that you crave getting bodily beaten? i know i sound CRAZY saying that, but my body like..remembers the chaos, and i crave it 😪

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Livingwell · 61-69, M

I grew up in an abusive home but do not crave it. To the contrary I promised that my kids would never go through any of that. And they did not. I also strive for a peaceful home environment. That too has been true for the most part.

foldedunfolding · 41-45, F

@Livingwell you are one of the lucky ones. i live peacefully and have a peaceful home..but there are days when i wonder where the chaos is

Livingwell · 61-69, M

@foldedunfolding As do I. I try to avoid it as much as possible.