Do the small things excite you sometimes?

The other day I was walking in a store and this attractive guy was two aisles over from me, near the end cap. He looked at me briefly and a minute later when I was right next to him , strolling by, he gave me a big smile. He was really cuteeee🥰 I was kind of half smiling, but because I was going by fairly quickly I didn't get a chance to return the smile fully. I hate that!!! Plus occasionally I just look down because I'm so fucking shy. But it felt so good in that moment. Being someone panicked about dating, feeling not enough, for a smile to occur from a cute guy? Made my WEEK!!!!💓🥹

Now if he talked to me I would have been incredibly nervous. That's what I need to change. I'm tired of being scared of love or if I'm enough. But that day, I was really happy.