Getting my smile back

Its been a lonlely road i have traveled, a rough and tough time..but i am here to tell you this, my smile is only mine!
Its been taken for granted, used, abused, destroyed..hurt in many hurtful moments by an ignorance of man who once was a boy.
I didnt ask for nothing, only return of grace.
Now i set and ponder, wanderings i face.
I walk a thousand miles to adhere to this new groove, but heartache left me broken, my smile was removed.
Now i stand up pretty, and put it back in place, im getting my smile back ya all, and doesnt it look like grace?