One of those nights

I haven’t really liked myself in a long time. What would make me happy? To just be at peace and to live a simple life. Away from cities and the rush of everything and the struggles of living in a society. In the tranquility of nature, where the whispers of the wind and the rustle of leaves become my companions. Where joy isn't elusive, and self-acceptance blooms like wildflowers in an untouched meadow.

But I know it's a pipe dream.