Job Interview, Walk With A Friend, Reflection, Gratitude, and Unconditional Love
These are just some of the things that will fill my day today. I also have a phone meeting with unemployment, I'm honestly more nervous for that than I am for the interview. Nobody will ask me at the interview why I got fired. They don't need to know I was. But I'm afraid I'm going to have to be honest if unemployment asks why I was fired. And it won't matter to them that I've been doing NA.
Anyway, the day is filled with excitement, opportunity, friendship, and my Higher Power's presence. I actually found an online NA meeting for 7AM that is rooted near my home town in PA, so I'm very much looking forward to that.
This morning I had coffee and my favorite maple flavored yogurt. Sat with the cat in the den and did my daily readings, my gratitude list, and wrote on how thankful I am for yesterday. Unconditional Love presented itself to me many times, and many times by name.
Having relapsed two days ago, my recovery feels very different this time around. I realized I did not have the support system I thought I did. Rather, I did know how to utilize it. You call before you pick up, not after! Sounds simple, but I was so ashamed by wanting to use I was thinking "nobody needs to know this." But that's how we keep each other, and ourselves, clean. By being open, honest, willing, and vulnerable.
Anyway, the day is filled with excitement, opportunity, friendship, and my Higher Power's presence. I actually found an online NA meeting for 7AM that is rooted near my home town in PA, so I'm very much looking forward to that.
This morning I had coffee and my favorite maple flavored yogurt. Sat with the cat in the den and did my daily readings, my gratitude list, and wrote on how thankful I am for yesterday. Unconditional Love presented itself to me many times, and many times by name.
Having relapsed two days ago, my recovery feels very different this time around. I realized I did not have the support system I thought I did. Rather, I did know how to utilize it. You call before you pick up, not after! Sounds simple, but I was so ashamed by wanting to use I was thinking "nobody needs to know this." But that's how we keep each other, and ourselves, clean. By being open, honest, willing, and vulnerable.
26-30, M
