Is it really ok to be not ok?This has become such a popular thing to say, but what they actually mean is that it is ok to talk about not being ok. But the actions that come with mental illness are still very much not ok. If I have a day where I can't get out of bed because of... See More »
What albums do you listen to when you're fighting depressionEither ones that make you feel better, or that make you feel not alone.
I Know There Are Unexplainable ThingsWhen I was a kid, I was playing with a yoyo which was tied to my finger with a slipknot. I was wearing a baggy T-Shirt, and the yoyo got sort of tangled up in the bottom of it. When I got it untangled, the slipknot was still attached to my finger,... See More »
I Play OboeI play several other instruments, and I just bought my first oboe to start learning. Wish me luck!
I Live In Kansas City, MoI'm Paul and I just moved back to KC after being gone for a long time. Feels like coming home!
I Have Had Sleep ParalysisI have instances of sleep paralysis, frequently with hypnogogic hallucinations (you can't move but you see and hear things around you). The scariest one was when a black, humanoid shape with huge hands emerged from the wall beside my bed. It put... See More »
Do you have a childhood crush that you still think about?I spent a week at a music camp when I was in 7th grade. I was an awkward and shy kid who had never had a girlfriend. In fact, I had only just started noticing girls. I met a girl who was beautiful with red hair, freckles, and a great smile.... See More »
I Ve Had a Recurring DreamWhen I was a child, I had a dream almost every night where it would be like a camera moving closer and closer to an open coffin, sitting on a pedestal in a dark, empty church. As it got closer the angle would get higher and higher, but I would... See More »