I Had Anorexia

a part of me still wishes i was stick thin but i realize now that the parts of my body that are a bit "fatter" are never going to look thin in comparison to the thinner parts. i also cannot starve myself it doesn't work i tried a couple times in high school and ended up eating something the after a day of about 500 calories (because of course i kept track) in my system i would wake up the next day feeling so weak that i would get so scared and eat something which always made me throw up a bunch. after going through a few tries of starving for a day waken up weak eating then aggressively puking my guts out i decided that anorexia was not worth it.

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BooBaby17 · 26-30, F

Trust me, you don’t wanna be stick thin. It isn’t healthy. I used to have anorexic problems when I was younger. Having some fat in your body is healthy. Just maintaining a healthy lifestyle, not stick thin.

xRedx · M

It's good that you got out of that vicious cycle

approachingmyexpirationdate · 61-69, M

I know a lot of people like the look - and some people have a medical condition that makes it normal

I've read too much about the medical downsides of purging and the damage it does to your bones...

hope you're doing okay

purplepen · 51-55, F

No, it's not worth it at all. Life requires a lot of strength and energy.

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