I can't trust you anymoreits not your fault he constantly took advantage of my trust, my body, my mind, but despite that you terrify me.. I love you and every ounce of me is worried that's a bad thing that will take control of me and eat me alive. I don't want to live... See More »
I Have Urges To Cut Myself AgainI thought I never would cut again the thought of it disgusted me. I've been cutting myself when I get drunk which is a lot of the time but I've been through a lot recently and my soul hurts I feel like I'm not here anymore I feel insane... I dont... See More »
I Wrote a PoemThe Worst i was just thinking about you, and how clumsy and cute you are. i saw your smile and it made me so happy i cried... then your sweet smile turned into the sour gaze of a serpant latching on to my brain with vemonous teeath
Do you ever feel like the people who are supposed to be there for you are ignoring youI'm not sure if it's because I'm paranoid or people just dont want to honest with me
I Had Anorexiaa part of me still wishes i was stick thin but i realize now that the parts of my body that are a bit "fatter" are never going to look thin in comparison to the thinner parts. i also cannot starve myself it doesn't work i tried a couple times in high... See More »
I Have AnxietyI have trouble going out and it doesn’t seem like anxiety but I know I’m a super anxious person. But I’m also pretty laid back person so that seems to clash sometimes. Anyway it’s mother’s day and I was supposed to go out and get my mom something... See More »
