It’s pathetic but I’ve been crying. Life is hard enough I can’t imagine losing my dog. She’s 9 years old with tracheal collapse and no matter what I try, she just never loses weight. Last time I took her to the vet for a bunch of tests, she sent me home saying she just needs to lose weight. And I know it. I spent $150 on a bag of dog food to try to help her metabolism. And nothing. The walks do nothing but irritate her throat. I’ve been talking to Gemini about it. I have no one to talk to. No one that gives a shit. I tried talking to my mom yesterday and I was wearing glasses and she kept interrupting me saying I’m sexy. Over and over, like wasn’t even listening. And that’s my own mom, she doesn’t care. She just makes me uncomfortable. My dog is all I’ve ever had and losing her will be like losing my reason to even get up. I feel sick right now thinking about this.
