I dont think I'm capable of real love.

I'm just selfish.

I want you because its what i want type selfish.

I guess love isnt what i was after. I cant even enjoy my time with those i claim to love.

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MellyMel22 · F

[i][c=BF0080]It sounds like maybe you’re just a bit lost and confused. If you can, maybe take some time to yourself to think about things more clearly. [/c][/i]

Desolate

@MellyMel22 what do you picture when you say take time to myself?

MellyMel22 · F

@Desolate [i][c=BF0080]Maybe a long walk or even when you wake staying in bed a bit thinking. I’m not sure what’s best for you. But sometimes the later helps me. [/c][/i]

Desolate

@MellyMel22 i've been taking the time to reflect over the last 2 months. Usually by the water or sit outside before and after the gym. Its not as simple as id wish it to be. I likely need to do some confrontation with those around me. But i fear it wont lead to anything good.

MellyMel22 · F

@Desolate [i][c=BF0080]I can understand how that can be difficult. I’m sorry 😞 I hope you can figure it out soon. [/c][/i]

Desolate

@MellyMel22 thanks. I'll be ok. I may just post about it for the rest of my life on SW 🤣

MellyMel22 · F

@Desolate [i][c=BF0080]Whatever works for you! 🤣[/c][/i]

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