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I Am Self-centered

After some research and a lot of observing, I diagnose myself with loneliness.
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MakeAspirit · 41-45, M
Would you think its loneliness or would you think it's a hole in your soul and the racing thoughts are making you lonely . That's mainly what self centred ness is about and the thoughts of the self centred ness could lead into serious depression .
Melpomene · 26-30, F
@MakeAspirit Lack of human interaction is the cause of my loneliness, I believe so. And being an introverted extrovert, I'm mainly focused on myself but I still need other people which lead to me being that horrible person that always can add "oh yeah, I know that feeling. I..." and then start talking about my experience and even if I don't know much about something I always have some basic knowledge about all the random stuff.
On the other hand, I know for sure depression will avoid me for quite some time.
MakeAspirit · 41-45, M
@Melpomene I stays on my own a lot of the time but what I find with the soul it gets deeper and deeper and that can turn into loneliness or self pity . I dont like socializing at all
Melpomene · 26-30, F
@MakeAspirit In what way does it get deeper?
I tend to complain a lot so most of the times I isolate myself and no one bothers to appro...I mean, people respect my decision.
Socialising is always good when there are interesting people
MakeAspirit · 41-45, M
@Melpomene it can get deeper with the mind and soul as in emotions , racing thoughts , loosing hope , feeling worthless , when your on your own a lot , a lot of self doubt can come in about your identity and who you are . Usually it fear that brings it in . Can be caused be trauma , usually is and then you isolate as way as safety and to find yourself again cause people can be an distraction
Melpomene · 26-30, F
@MakeAspirit But what did you do when you isolated yourself?
I usually used to read, draw, write, express myself in any way or just make something useful out of such emotions. Frustration only gave me lots of tears and a weak heart.
Oh yeah, my mind is quite deep when it comes to pain and all the emotions we feel but hide.
MakeAspirit · 41-45, M
@Melpomene if I'm on my own I'd write also , that's when I need too . Writing is very helpful