Or are you trying to create a new narrative of who you are, and how you fit into the world around you?
Had a work party last night, for someone who was my boss for many years was leaving. There was lots of really expensive wine and food and a few people (other managers) were giving stories. I hadnt planned on saying anything, but i decided to stand up and tell a personal story to 60-70 people. About the guy leaving the company, and how he changed my life for the better. I cant really remember doing this kind of thing before, and im only writing this because im trying to keep being more socially courageous in publc, and see it as a good thing, not just something *i dont do*. Which is the narrative i always tell myself. Also. I didnt drink anything and that was really hard.
Photo just of a nice sunrise recently because its pretty 🌅
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Good for you.... I still cringe at public speaking. But facing your fears is a huge step forward. Change is good though.... otherwise you start to stagnate.
@Lilymoon thank you.. ive been in a state of personal growth stagnation for many years now.. i am really trying to see if there is another possibility as a way of life for me.
