Sometimes I wish I wasn't asexual

I'd like to have that spark that makes me want to be with people, I think it adds a lot to life. Like I haven't had sex in nearly 8 years and I'm fine with it, tbh I've been too busy for most of them.

Maybe I have a hormonal imbalance or low T? I dunno. I've turned down sex, just never on my mind really. I enjoy it but I guess I just don't feel the drive to care about it?.