I am Type 1 Diabetic

A lot of people don't know that type 1 and type 2 are completely different. Most people know someone who is type 2. And people say to me How can you be diabetic? You're not fat!
Actually type 1 diabetics are just 5% of all diabetics. We get it when we are children. Our pancreas doesn't make insulin. So we have to inject it. Or like me, we have to wear a pump that injects it.
It means testing blood glucose a lot. Many times I prick my finger and blood doesn't come out and I say It's like blood getting out of a stone!
Many times I just want to go to sleep and never wake up, but my life is too precious for that. Life is sacred.

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BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

My dad had type 2 and unfortunately a sweet tooth to compliment it.

I was spared I mean It's not like I don't enjoy Candy but It's not the same as someone with a deep craving for it.

I am more of a meat eatter.
Chickennnnnn babeh. I felt sorry for him on that issue.

Blodyn · 22-25, F

@BetweenKittensandRiots Did you lose your Dad?

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@Blodyn he died in march of 2019. Angry bittter fucker though. It's been BETTER since he's been gone. I mean I felt sorry for him in some respects but in others he and me just DID NOT get along.

Blodyn · 22-25, F

@BetweenKittensandRiots I sense the anger. You are T. What does that mean?

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@Blodyn I identify far more with the opposite sex than the one I was born as. suffice to say I feel women are far easier to relate to.

Blodyn · 22-25, F

@BetweenKittensandRiots Which sex are you? As in how you feel?

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@Blodyn was born with boy parts.... mrowrr... But feel more like a girl, in many respects.

There are some manifest differences though. For one I don't have anywhere near the same tendency to blame myself for things and hate on myself. my anger is pointed externally at the world and not at myself.

Blodyn · 22-25, F

@BetweenKittensandRiots Do you think that the whole civilization we live in is a male construct.

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@Blodyn Not quite, but feel if women had the upper hand things would be quite different. It's very evident which side of that divide minds their kids being sent to die in wars more.

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Blodyn · 22-25, F

@BetweenKittensandRiots I was just thinking the same things. We are far from perfect but wars would not happen as much. Although Margaret Thatcher sent people to war.

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@Blodyn No shit. I'm not going to argue women aren't capable of being just as vile I know that one WELL it's just most of you chose not to be.
Take my own line of thinking too far and some chick who just has it out for you for no reason that make sense to you will assault you the way happened to me, I've got plenty of reasons to DISLIKE women it's jut I see the good in most of them and that they're not all like that.
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